Between angels and Insects

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 18:04:34 GMT

for the last four days, I have been sooooooo happy!!! nothing has been bothering me or stressing me out.
life has been good, and for once i am able to write something happy at lj.
FREE AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 22:16:43 GMT

i've been so fucking confused for the last week, and i'm fed up, i can't deal with this.
i'll have to but it will be extremely annoying.
so long livin the good life, shiutsville here i come!

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 00:45:23 GMT

i am falling in luv................once again!
i hope feelings are the same....
i can only hope!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 17:22:54 GMT

i'm sooooooooo tired, did i even sleep?

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 00:32:46 GMT

i'm soooo tired,and so confused about so much shit. i dunno what i'm gunna do with myself.
i have been hurt so many times, yet i always fall into the same trap over and over again. was i just never meant to be happy in a relationship? i always hurt the other person and myself & i don't mean to.
i feel cursed. i feel like i should just leave everything behind and crawl into a deep dark cave. i feel the need to be isolated to think everything out & let my head take a break. i need someone or preferably something to take away all the pain, i think i need help.